Day 21: Three weeks & counting

Nothing really new today, just the onset of cabin fever. I decided today I would look at the photos I have taken thus far of the progress.

Pre op / Pre braces vs 1week post op

On a daily basis I dont see difference in my appearance. I wish I would have planned these face photos a little more. The morning of surgery I only took one crappy photo and I wish I would have taken a few / better shots. I really didnt think about taking a photo of my face daily or how they should be shot. Oh well! Also, when you feel like crap you really dont care how you take a photo of yourself. So… here is a graph of less flattering photos:

First day of braces 2/2014, Morning of surgery(4am), Day after surgery
Week one, Week two, Week three

On August 20th I will be getting the splint on the roof of my mouth removed and I will be entering into the final phase of orthodontic work (not sure how long that process will take yet). Just 3 more weeks of basic recovery…

Day 20: Once Bitten

First day with new pain meds and its been a much better experience. Childrens advil and regular advil just didnt cut it, this is just a little extra without any of the codine side effects. Taking a pill is odd as it tends to feel like it is stuck to the roof of my mouth…which is currently a plastic shell. Have to use a mirror and a whole glass of water but it gets done.

I actually have crossed over from being tired and lazy to being a little antsy. Im starting to want to do more, get out more. My body doesnt 100% agree but its the first sign of returning to a normal day. Usually when I get sick (with a cold or flu) the day that I get bored with relaxing is the day before getting back to work. While I am still a ways off from getting work done, Im hoping this means Ill be getting out more. 

 My face is still swollen around the jawline, under the nose and under the right sinus but its coming along. It will take probably another month before all swelling is gone. Its more noticeable on profile.

I am totally happy with how my face is looking in photos even tho im still on a no make-up routine, it helps that my hair is still awesomely blue and purple thanks to the pre-surgery salon visit with my friend Trisha Star.

The last 24hrs has me eating like a baby… I have more food on my face than in my face. I need to practice chewing and using utensils thru the tiny gap in my teeth. I can only open a tiny bit and that means I can not use real forks and spoons. Getting food into my mouth is difficult, my lower lip still does not have feeling so, I also dont know when food falls out of my face. Tried scrambled eggs for dinner and chewing seems like an impossible task. I ended up having to use my hands and a mirror to get the eggs through my teeth…then I ended up mostly swallowing them whole (whole tiny bits). I do however, have feeling in my tongue and biting it seems to be what I currently excel at. Im glad I stocked up on tiny spoons but i have a looooong way to normal eating.

Chia pod Oats are easy to
eat without chewing…
Also, they come with the perfect spoon

Lemon sorbet + Tiny spoon =
food that fits in my mouth

Now a very important tale about lip care…My lips have been a nightmare to keep hydrated. They have formed a layer of flaky skin and they are generally super chapped. So, I had been making a sugar scrub for them using a recipe from http://everydayroots.com/homemade-lip-exfoliator and it has been lovely. The only issue is not being able to move things around my mouth, this was resulting in sugar sitting on my gum line…so today I upped my lip game.

 I took a walk to LUSH, pretty close to my house and picked up a lip scrub and an epic balm. Its a mild scrub but it really does the job, the balm is amazing. I used it twice today and it lasted quite a few hours. I was having to use a chap stick hourly before and then would forget and yadda yadda yadda, chapped lips.

I also upped my skin care game. As I have complained about before, post surgery skin is an oil fest. I had some empty packaging from LUSH and if you bring them back to recycle, you get a free face mask! I got cupcake, for oily skin and a mild exfoliate. It has to stay refrigerated because its all fresh ingredients but…
1. it smells like pudding!
2. it looks like pudding!
3. it was amazing and really helped my complexion.
4. instant home spa day

mmmm…face mask

Now to try to relax a bit with some video games before I pass out early again. My bed time has been around 8-10pm depending on the days events.

Post Op: The third week…almost

This morning I woke up with pain on my left side of my face. Last night I was having muscle spasms but it came to a head in the morning. My muscles were freaking out so much that it was pulling my jaw off center. So, even tho my three week check in appointment was set for Thursday I had to go early.

My muscles are still sorting themselves out and the bands needed to be adjusted to guide my bite a little more. From 4 bands to two guide bands I go. I also got an upgrade in pain / anti-inflammatory meds. I was solely on child's advil because it is a liquid formula and it wasnt helping.  With the new band configuration I can open my mouth enough to take a pill. I am supposed to start moving my face more and I have been cleared to eat very soft pasta, mashed potato and eggs

After visiting Dr. Olsson I was sent over to Dr. Huang, everyone seems super excited with how my teeth are lining up. My Mother-in-law2 was kind enough to take me home.

Taking it easy the rest of the day. A chai latte and pjs until the pain bot goes away.

On a nicer note, I know some lovely people who seem to know when to send goodies (on days I really need it). Books, toys and flowers with a note about skynet <3…

Day 17 & 18: Face/Off

Yesterday I got my first extended visitation. My good friends Max, Melissa & Doug came over to see / torture me for a few hours. The torture comes from the subjecting me to Nick Cage (whom I am not a fan) but I knew when I signed up for this surgery this was bound to happen.

Pre-surgery encouragement text "lovingly"
 sent from the "darling" Andrew Bell

The prerequisite for allowing this much cage into my home was the ability to drink. I was cleared last week to drink after antibiotics were finished. This was my first attempt to have a beer. With such low caloric intake I only needed the one and it wasnt even very enjoyable…oddly enough.

Melissa and Max proudly bring the torment

Doug sneers at the afternoon's "entertainment"

This movie is terrible… I knew this before but it was more than I remembered. The problem with watching this kind of movie when you cant really smile is the hysteric laughter pulling your face, off.
I had to put ice on my face because the laughing at the ridiculousness was pulling at my stitches. Laughter may not always be the best medicine when you have your face reassembled.

…thanks guys…

Thankfully they also decided to bring over their Wii U. Played some smash bros before my eyes could no longer follow the madness on the screen. Then ended the night with a few rounds of mario cart. Needless to say I fell asleep super quickly and am still worn out today.

The left side of my face is a little more swollen today but I have slightly more mobility. The only thing that is odd today is how hard it is to sit with my lips closed. It feels like I really have to strain to keep them together. I can only imagine it has to do with swelling and my muscles still trying to find their way around.

I am attempting to stretch my neck and move my head around more so that I may regain full range of motion. Since I am a little more home bound today I will take this opportunity to play some video games, the new batman for xbox to be specific.

Since I can still not focus long enough to sit and read, video games are helping me with the hand eye coordination focus. Slowly becoming more myself.

Day 16: The Feels

My face is a fighter. The nerves are punching their way around my face, demanding to be felt. It's awful. Everything "comes to life" when I move around, go for a walk and right before bed. Here is a graph of the feels…blue is what is still fairly void when touched, green is what faint and is threatening to return next (there is overlap):

At the start I had very little feeling anywhere below the sinuses, so this is a rapid return. What sucks is the area that has complete feeling that is still swollen. This is just a graph for my skin. I am not sure how much feeling exists inside my mouth. My teeth will suddenly regain feeling and feel like a cavity and then go back to normal. Im hoping things in there stay quiet until AFTER I get the splint thats wired through my gums removed.

Tiny tooth care

Brushing teeth is still a delicate operation. Baby toothbrush, Toms toothpaste, waterpik set to low (stun), and medicated mouthwash…as often as tolerated.

I havent attempted make-up yet as I dont really want to add anything else to my face. My skin has been super oily. I read on other surgery blogs that this is a common thing that eventually settles down but it is annoying. Since I can not scrub my face I have picked up some wipes to help not look like a disgusting ogre.

Recommended for gross post-surgery skin
(The sensitive skin option for  right after surgery)

I have been trying to drink from a cup a few times a day. I am surprisingly not as messy as I thought i would be. My lower lip just hangs out so I dont know if I dribble until the cold water goes right down my shirt. I have added some Italian soda to the mix, just to get a different carbonated texture (you cant drink it thru the tube as it only sucks up air and bubbles).

This morning I woke up with a headache and was so glad I had bought a light-weight eye mask. When I woke up again I had visitors, my Father-in-law and Mother-in-law(to the 2nd power). They brought me vanilla ice cream and bananas, and a quiche to blend up. Then got a care package from Cafe Grumpy and a Pegacorn from Tony & Nonie!

I love Cafe Grumpy!  Awesome coffee, amazing people.

Pegacorns that had jaw surgery

After that Jarrett and I took a trip to Home Depot to get some flowering plants. Did some light gardening…i love gardening. It was hot out so I could only be outside for a short time. The rest of the day was dedicated to Ghostbusters I & II.

Now to figure out what to have for dinner. hmmmm probably soup… and probably chicken noodle…

Six degrees of Souperation

Day 15: Up & Down

Today was a bit harder… I was exhausted all day for no real reason. All food options were not satisfying and I just wanted to bury my head in a pile of pillows.

Last night I did have a crazy adventure puzzle dream (a normal thing for me), I had not had any dreams since surgery. I was probably too busy waking up hungry or in pain to get into deeper sleep. Woke up a little confused and groggy.

Afterwards, I started getting random bouts of tooth pain on my lower left side. That side is the one that has some splintering of the bone. Had to reintroduce Advil into the mix as the pressure took pain into the 5 of 10 range. The tingling is sometimes beyond annoying and teetering on pain. I have had to use ice packs again to calm it all down. Still no feeling (other than the burn tingling) in the lower lip and chin.

Speaking of annoying, I feel like there has been a hair stuck to the back of my tongue / throat. No matter how much water I drink, how much I try to clear my throat, it remains. I am not sure if I am just feeling the stitches that are dissolving or what. I am trying to ignore it since I cant open my mouth to investigate. I do get to brush my teeth with toothpaste now so Ive been brushing and waterpik-in multiple times a day.

Swelling continues to go down, just a bit under my nose and around my jaw line / cheeks remain. I will eventually have a jawline

I spent most of the day in my nest in front of the TV. Did spend some time playing Zelda on the 3DS but had trouble focusing. Also, daytime television is terrible… I did find Skin Wars (body painting competition sow) on hulu and started the binge watching. I needed something that required VERY little brain power…and that show requires none.

Tanuki and I felt the same today

After Jarrett got home we walked to the store so I could get more Liquid Advil (in a disgusting flavor) and I picked up a chai latte. That made everything just a tad better. I also got another wave of well-timed gifting…If I could smile I would.

I will obey the box

Post Op: The second week

I have returned from my second week appointment! Even though I'm ahead of schedule, as far as healing,  I still have some way to go. Around my jaw line and up my cheeks still have areas of swelling and waves of pain (mild-moderate). I havent had any pain meds in a few days. I will take it as needed.

Everything is healing quick. Stitches will start removing themselves soon. 2 of the 6 bands were removed and the muscles have stopped fighting so much (they are getting used to their new homes). Feeling is coming back on the left side of my face but the right still feels puffy and odd. My bottom lip feels like a pair of wax lips. The tingling has not gotten any better. Patches and waves of heat, throbbing and tinging…like if you rubbed a hot pepper on your skin

No crazy cyborg head scan this time, only a photo from my mother-in-law of me getting some stitches removed. I wish I had slightly less feeling.

Sinuses are returning to normal but I still have some irritation. I never thought I would miss blowing my nose so much in my life.  Still can not move my face too much, Ill have to (create and then) start smile therapy. About 3 more weeks and I will be able to begin exercise again. I am only allowed to walk for now…Hope my non-face muscles arent being eaten by my body.  I was hoping I could return to swimming laps but I can not submerge my head either. womp womp.

My Mother-in-law then took me out for a little relaxation. I needed a pedicure….and I never wanted to leave the massage chair.

Successful reintroduction into human behavior 

Weird blended food of the day: Mac and Cheese blended with milk…tastes good but you have to eat it quick before it turns into wallpaper paste.

P.S. its taken me almost 3 days to organize my bathroom…haha sooooo cleaning takes a little more energy than I currently have.